Thursday, June 21, 2007

Crossroads

I come to a crossroads in my life and need to decide which path I will take. God willing I have the next eight months of my life planned out to some extent, no matter what I decided to do. Maybe it is my time at the Big Haus and having listened to so much of Evan's droning; but I can't help but feel no matter what I choose, it really doesn't matter. After many hours of prayer and still seemingly all of my so called "doors" open, I am confused as to which one I should choose. At one point I think I should stay in Moscow when I come back and just get a job there to work the rest of the summer. On the other hand, I could stick it out down here for the rest of the summer. Then there is the whole decision of whether I will actually go back to school or not in the fall....
It all seems a bit to much to decide. So for any of you who read this, please keep me in your prayers. Thanks.

Friday, June 15, 2007

Aggravation

How can it be,
woe, that I still miss thee.
Being stuck in my head,
you reside instead
of in my arms where you really should be.